Not sure. Anything.

I am not sure,

what I want to do.

With this blog.

With our house.

With my work.

With my life.

With anything.

It seems I hardly ever write in here anymore.

I have found out,

that I strongly dislike (should I really say I hate it?) my laptop.

So I don't use it.

Using phone for writing isn't an option.

Believe me, it is not.

I am not happy with house, either.

It needs something,

but I don't know what.

New wallpapers. Yes. No.Maybe.

Paint. Yes. No. Maybe.

Something. Yes.

What?

I feel hard to get up in the mornings

and getting my ass to work.

(Or anywhere, though).

But do I have a choice?

Not really.

We are drownig in snow.

I am turning a zombie.

And I hate it.